i am more than willing to listen

ok my previous post about TUTUP BUKU, is not that i want to reopen it but i just have some sayings to it. to clarify things.

1- i was just asking what i did that upset u so much u push me away. i was seeking for forgiveness but u said it, no redemption. i was asking u nicely but u kerek2 with me so yeah, we ended up in a huge fight.

2- i point out the BAD THINGS i heard is not to menyebok u fool. i was telling i know so much of u, and that's from other people. it's not like i go around and said, 'eh, mamat tuh ape cerite ah? ada gosip baru tak?' and u called me bz body, cakap mind ur own business la.

3- yes i heard things about you. i talked about u. everyone is talking about everyone. semua orang bercakap pasal semua orang. but did i tell people to hate you? oh jgn kawan dgn dia... be careful bla bla bla. NO. it was just a story. and people will forget. yang marah sangat ni kenapa? and NO i don't create stories or exaggerate them. i even dont make assumptions.

4- and i pity you on how u look at things. how u judge things. how u cannot accept other ppl opinions. u never tried to see things differently.

5- this issue we have, it can never be settled. unless if u somehow realize that forgiving someone is not that hard. when you decide to open ur heart to tell what is the real problem that made u act like that in the first place, i am here and i am more than willing to listen.

penat kan jadi hati batu.